Thursday, September 30, 2010


Stillborn on Aug 18th, 2010
Angels Unaware
Oh, the longing we both had,
To be a mummy and a dad.
We put our hopes and dreams in you,
He hoped for pink, I dreamed of blue.
but for you God had a different plan,
One we may never understand.
We were visited by an angel,
Though we didn't know it then.
You were the answer to our prayer,
Our Angel Unaware.
We hardly got to say hello,
Before we had to let you go.
God breathed your name and called you home.
So briefly here, so quickly gone.
But in the stillness of the night,
My empty arms still hold you tight.
We were visited by an angel,
Though we didn't know it then.
You were the answer to our prayer,
Our Angel Unaware.
In my mind I see you running.
Chasing bees and butterflies.
Soft hair gently blowing.
Healthy cheeks, laughing eyes.
In the quietness of the morning,
When the mist hangs in the air,
I hold you close within my heart -
My Angel Unaware.
How can I miss someone so much,
I barely had the chance to touch?
Yet, as you grew inside of me,
I learned how strong a love could be.
I knew you for a lifetime -
I'll love you for all of mine.
We were visited by an angel,
Though we didn't know it then.
You were the answer to our prayer,
Our Angel Unaware
…Author unknown…

(photos 21-25 9/30/10)

Solomon Isaiah

God, I always thought I would hold my son on my lap and tell him about you. Now I'm asking if you will hold him on your lap and tell him about me..   Thank you Lord for our beautiful angel, Solomon Isaiah...   We love you and think of you everyday, angel boy.... You are missed and loved so  much...

(photos 39-47 9/30/10)

Bryston and Colton

Bryston Gabriel and Colton Joseph August 15, 2010
You're free to fly my sweet angels

(photos 60-69 9/30/10)


Max Kassulke-Roberts born sleeping on 9th September 2010

(photos 6-19 9/30/10)

Monday, September 27, 2010


still born May 13, 2010
Forever Loved, Never Forgotten
(photos 51-56 9/27/10)


Jaden Daniel Jaramillo He was born sleeping & gone to be an Angel in Heaven on July 23, 2007 @ 21 weeks for reasons I'll never know. I'd like to add this poem-- You never said you were leaving You never said goodbye You were gone before I knew it, And only God knew why. A million times I needed you, A million times I cried. If love alone could have saved you, You never would have died. In life I loved you dearly In death I love you still In my heart you hold a place, That nobody could ever fill. It broke my heart to lose you, But you didn't go alone For part of me went with you, The day God took you home. ~Unknown I can’t wait until the day We will be reunited. I will hold you forever. I love you always my precious Jaden- My special gift from God.

(photos 84-93 9/27/10)

Rylan Jayce

Rylan Jayce Krieger
May 15,2010
5:51 pm-7:16 pm
My dear sweet angel- I think about you everyday! I miss you more than you could imagine, and I love more than words can say! You are ALWAYS in mommy's heart!
(photos 76-78 9/26/10)

Skyetelle and Bella


A Mother's Love

A mother's love will never fade, so how does a Mother say goodbye without first saying hello?

How does a Mother who has carried her babies within her body, ever let go of all those hopes and dreams for her unborn babies, who sadly are no longer here?

How does a Mother go on? When at times no one else seams to remembers the special dates, times or even the names of our beloved Angel babies.

How does a Mother explain to others, that after many years, she still wonders how different her life could have been, if her beautiful Angel babies were still here?

A Mothers love will never fade, as she always remembers the first hello to her unborn babies the day she finds out she is pregnant, and them sad goodbyes when sadly her babies pass away.

A Mother will go on with many tears shed, and will forever carry the hopes, dreams and memories within her brave broken heart.

A Mothers love always remembers her Angel babies names; she always remembers the dates, times and the happy and sad.

A Mothers heart I share with many other Mothers, as I to sadly carry my Angel babies together forever within my heart.

-Felisha Nebauer

(photos 39-50 9/27/10)

Layla and Michael

Layla Marie and Michael. Forever in my heart, and daily on my mind!
(photos 28-45 9/26/10)

Sebastian John

Sebastian John William born 3rd September 2009 grew his wings 16th September 2009

A heart of gold stopped beating,
Two shining eyes at rest,
God broke our hearts to prove,
He only takes the best.
God knows you had to leave us,
But you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you,
The day He took you home.
To some you are forgotten,
To others just part of the past,
But to us who loved and lost you,
The memory will always last.
~Author Unknown ~

We love and miss you so much! Love mummy and daddy, Louis and Dominic xxxx
(photos 57 - 67 9/27/10)

Michael Emmanuel

Michael Emmanuel 5/18/09 <3>
For every time I've wanted to hold you tight... may a butterfly take flight
(photos 47-55 9/26/10)


Triton got his wings at 13weeks gestation. He was the 9th loss for Devan but taught her so much. He is always in our hearts and will forever be loved
(photos 57-65 9/26/10)

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Emma and Hannah

Emma Grace

Hannah Rae

(photos 98-136 9/25/10)

Emily and Blake

Emily and Blake
April 18th, 2010

(photos 66-76 9/25/10)

Amelia and Alexander

Amelia and Alexander Pinon
b/d November 10, 2009

I'll Hold You in Heaven

I wonder who you would haved looked like, me or your dad, Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for both of you that reached to the skies. It was 10 months ago and I still miss you so, Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you both in heaven.

I'll hold you and rock you both in heaven someday, When my trials on earth pass away; The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you, I know you're both waiting for me; But I'll hold you in heaven someday.

From the very beginning I loved you both, As I made plans to hold you and rock you: You were both so tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb, But something went wrong and soon you were gone; My tender heart was broken, my tears fell like rain, I'd never known such heartache and pain.

Love you Alex and Amy, Love mami and papi

(photos 78-97 9/25/10)


Aubrey Myers
4/30/10 - 5/1/10
Our precious son and brother

(photos 15-22 9/25/10)

Carli Hope

Carli Hope
Born still on March 26, 2010

(photos 47-56 9/25/10)

Shyla Joy

Shyla Joy
Born into Heaven on September 2, 2009 at 28 weeks.

(photos 37-45 9/25/10)

Raegan Clara

Raegan Clara Born and lived on August 4, 2007
We love and miss you and we can't wait to hold you in Heaven!
Love, Mommy and Daddy

(photos 24-35 9/25/10)

Kael David

Kael David Rushworth
04/12/08 to 10/04/08
Your angelversarry is nearing. We love and miss you everyday. Much love to you in heaven sweet boy. We will never forget.

(photos 07-14 9/25/10)

Friday, September 24, 2010

Noah Curtis

Noah Curtis Godwin Lloyd
April 6-8 2008

(photos 10-22 9/16/10)

Houston Wayne

Houston Wayne Cook was stillborn 6/9/09
5lbs 1oz and was 18 3/4 inches long

(photos 65-76 and 88-89 9/24/10)

Avery Nicole

Avery Nicole Feller.
She was born asleep on March 13, 2010 at 25 weeks.
Our Glory Baby
"Baby, let sweet Jesus hold you til Mom and Dad can hold you... You'll just have Heaven before we do..."

(photos 77-87 9/24/10)

Corinne Ellery

Corinne Ellery McCurdy
February 4, 2010 - February 18, 2010

i carry your heart with me
by e.e.cummings

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

(photos 01-09 9/16/10)


A year of heartache
year of grief
of tears of pain of fear
A perfect face beautifully still
ascended to Heaven against our will
Someday we will see you, we will reunite
Happy Birthday my angel, sweet angel take flight.

(photos 59-69 9/21/10)

Cameron Diane

Cameron Diane Jeruzal
Born Still January 17, 2009 from our arms to God's Hands
Our little girl has gone home
And now her spirit's free
She's now our little butterfly flying in the breeze
Why she flew, I'll never know
But what she's left behind
forever changes who I am In my body, heart and mind.
Footprints upon our hearts forever they will stay
a sign that she is with us each and every day.
In our lives so briefly
She brought to us her love
Her work is done and off she's gone.... Heaven's arms above.
We miss you baby girl! Love Mommy, Daddy, Zach, Mitchell and Aaron

(photos 01-11 9/21/10)


B/D May 15, 2008
We love you so very much sweet boy.
love, Mommy and Daddy
"Legend has it that when someone sobs, their tears are caught by butterflies and carried up to heaven, Angels then float down as teardrops of comfort to take away the sadness."

(photos 12-21 9/21/10)

Wednesday, September 15, 2010


Our little tough are deeply missed
(HLHS, 3/27-10/12/08)
"Relying on God has to begin all over again every day as if nothing had yet been done." ~C.S. Lewis

Gracie Jane

Gracie Jane. December 10, 2009 I thought of you today but that is nothing new. I thought of you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence. I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010


Leah was born sleeping on July 8, 2009 at 34 weeks gestation for unknown reasons.
"Happiness is like a butterfly, which when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which if you sit down quietly, may alight upon you."

Joseph Owen

Joseph Owen Lyster
Hero to his twin sister

Gabriel Frank and Angel

Gabriel Frank Grajiola Jr.
09/04/2009 grew his wings on 09/08/2009. "As long as I live, you will live".

Angel baby - miscarried in 10/2008.

Sophie and Aiden

Sister and Brother...together forever.
4/13/2009 to 4/14/2009
Sophie Mae
Aiden James
Forever loved and missed

Sophie Mae

Aiden James


Saturday, September 11, 2010


Virginia Rae and Angel

Virginia Rae, on May 3, 2010 due to cystic hygroma and hydrops. She will remain forever in our hearts.

Angel miscarriage on August 14, 2010 at 10 weeks.

Harrison Xander

Harrison Xander Fleming
April 8th 2009
40 weeks gestation.
Our little monkey! So loved and always honored.


Monday, September 6, 2010

Abigail Lily

Abigail Lily Osborne
born at 39 weeks on 12/22/08

A Butterfly Lights Beside Us

A butterfly lights beside us, like a sunbeam...
and for a brief moment it's glory
and beauty belong to our world...
but then it flies on again, and although
we wish it could have stayed,
we are so thankful to have seen it at all.

We love and miss you so much Abbi

Emmett and Everett

Emmett Carl & Everett Edward Bloom
August 4th, 2010
Tiny little foot prints have run across our hearts. Those tiny little foot prints will never be forgotten. We love your tiny little foot prints more than we can say, we love your tiny little foot prints every day. Love Mommy and Daddy